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I have struggled with Eating Disorders since 8th grade, so a little over 4 years. It's been a hard and heartbreaking process for not only me, but for my family and friends. There would be days where I would be in so much pain from hunger. There would be days where I would cry looking at a salad. It's made me weak and sick. It's not pretty and it shouldnt be glorified as a quick way to get skinny. It's something that I have to live with for the rest of my life. My hair used to be so thick, but it started falling out when i weighed less than 80 lbs. prom party wears specially for thick waist

But now I'm recovering. It's hard. It's not easy but I know that I have to do what's best for me. I cry in the dressing room because I no longer fit in a size 2. There are days where I don't want to eat, but I make myself. I remind myself that I am not my Eating Disoder, and that I was put on Earth for a reason.

I didn't make this video for sympathy, I made it to show and make people understand that it's not a joke. It's seeing your boyfriend cry because he just wants you to be healthy again. It's losing friends because you withdraw yourself from them. It's watching your family not taking you seriously and making jokes about it. "Oh look you're finally eating." It hurts. But it's made me stronger. And I plan to continue to recover so I can live the life I want.

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