Once again I need your prayers.. Friday, I went to Walmart and got my groceries and then decided to get my hair cut. I was tired of fighting the long hair and the tangles. My CNA had gone to put the groceries in the car while I got my hair cut, then come in just as they was getting started. When I was through in the beauty salon, I told her I had to go to the bathroom and would meet her outside. Well, I never made it to the bathroom.. I was on one of the scooters, and had pulled up to the bathroom and went to get off the scooter. I don't know if my left foot got caught under it, or if I stepped off it wrong, or what, but I fell hard on that cold concrete floor. I could not get up and three people, I believe it was, helped me to get up and back on the scooter, which by the way, started tilting with me, and I thought for a minute, that it was going to fall over on me, but thank God, it didn't. The assistant manager came to check on me, and filled out an incident report. I didn't go to the ER. I thought I was okay. Well, I have hurt bad since Friday. My left leg is red. almost to the point of being bruised. The bottom part of my back has hurt non stop. My upper arms, the left one is red, but the right one is bruised. My hands the right specifically, my ring finger and pinkie finger has constantly burned, at times feels numb.. I can feel myself touch it, but it doesn't feel "normal. I should have went to the ER but I didn't. I am going to check with Walmart, and see if I go now, if they will cover it since it happened there, or should I? Because if they don't pay it, my insurance would. I am in a LOT of pain TOTALLY DIFFERENT than my "normal pain". Also, I want to update you all on my daddy. He is not doing good. He's getting weaker. A lot of times he is so confused and doesn't remember a lot of things, and at time, he is totally with it and talks like the "old daddy." He talks to me for a long time when he is alert. He has a LOT of pain and screams out, sometimes, hurting. He is being given a very strong pain medicine, and medicine to sedate him when needed. He is pretty much bed ridden now.. Jay, my brother that is taking care of him, is beyond tired. I have changed the way I pray about this. I tell God that I know that he can heal my daddy and if it is His will, to recreate a new heart for him and to restore his mind back to the time before the dementia. I have told the Lord that I didn't know what I would do without my daddy. Pretty much referring to where I would live, here in North Carolina or if I will go back to Florida. But I am more careful now, to try to remember when I pray, to tell the Lord, it doesn't matter what my family and I wants. I want God's Perfect Will for my daddy to be done, and if He decides to take him home, to please give us strength and peace to get through this time in our lives. As for me, My doctor and I was talking at my last appointment, and we was discussing me possibly going into an assisted living facility or nursing home, or trying to keep living on my own. She "highly recommends" because of all of my medical issues and my physical issues, meaning I can't stand in one spot for more than five minutes with extreme pain. It takes everything in me to walk from one end of my trailer to the other. I cannot walk in the stores. I have to ride the scooters, and can only go to stores that have them. I am a "fall risk" as my fall Friday shows. That is the hardest I have fallen, and I have fallen alot since my car accident in 2005. Well, I didn't mean to write a book, but wanted to ask you to please be praying for my precious daddy, my brother Jay, and the rest of our family. And please pray that God will heal me from this fall, and to take the pain away. I thank you in advance. I love you and appreciate you so much. May God bless you all now and always. red and ruby wears for prom party